Note - This story has been linked in with Luci's story, except from Ruth's point of view. Knowing both stories may help an explanation
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Ruth had just come out of a relationship which had lasted 2 years prior to her life changing events with Luci and was devastated by how quickly it happened and turned around, and shocked by also how little she was upset by it happening.
Understand that Ruth is a hardcore lesbian by nature. Her life is one of fast action, little remorse and dominating girls to bend to her will. She plays and works hard and has a very sexually active life.
Even from a young age she was a well known teenage dyke in her peer groups and often dressed to reflect it. She'd come over as a loaner, but also a very smart and capable young woman, but with a major grudge and chip on her shoulder (which has never left).
So why did this girl turn so bitter? Bad experiences with men when dating it seems is the only root cause. Ruth was blind to see things such as teasing and light insults and playing as a form of attention, taking it to heart and the opposite way to which it was mean. All very trivial but had an effect that would last and root itself for years to come.
Worked on all her life from when she could abe in between university. A hard worker she found her talents lay in finance and money and found employment in several building societies and banking firms.
Ruth has ambition to be the best at what she does, but to seek out power in and authority in her job as well as what she craves with her partners. BDSM sex parties where her thing when she was free and was known in circles for her acts.
Back into the fray looking for a new partner, she tried over and again to find somebody able to keep up with her level, but rumor had got around of her personality and usage of women. Soon Ruth found it hard to find any women who's give her any attention, let alone ones who where actively seeking.
Angry more than upset at people Ruth in frustration found herself striking out at people and was put under advisement in her job being a liability with her attitude... things where not going right.
In the weeks to come Ruth found herself masturbating allot with her time off - she felt it was below her but found a challenge in trying to make and maybe break her body to have extreme sexual feats done to them. One of these was insertions, BIG ones
Becoming a little glossed over from being inside and still on leave for behavior problems from work, she felt the need to get out into the world again... and what better place to try her new mega dildo sized harness. To the park to sit and get comfy with such a size inside her body.
After letting her body relax around them, she started to enjoy this new sensation as she turned, squeezed and contracted around these huge expanding monsters.But it also wasn't long before she started to see things she'd never be able to attain, a loving couple and a new baby passed her by... a life she didn't seek, but one that was well beyond her reach.
A rage started to build up as even seeing friends talking, being friends was enough to make her see that this wasn't anything she had now in her now shallow life. The final straw was a woman who was acting strange almost like she was mocking her, seeing what she was like... seeing what filth she was as her eyes gazed upon her...
Acting on instinct she called her over this lady and threatened her with police action for stalking her. It didn't take long for the other woman to run off in tears.. Ruth's heart started to sink as her empathy had a surge it'd not felt for years. She buried her head in her hands and released what she has become... what she was throwing away in her life.
Ruth kept working on her new insertion lust but fell into a depression over the days, no longer the fiery raged vixen, but a sad pathetic girl who's world was falling around her. Maybe it was time for a change? maybe this was not the way it was meant to be?
Inside her room, a single light shining though the gaps in the curtains was a reflection of her own life at this point. Ruth reflected on the other day in the park, and the beauty she cursed away. Maybe somebody like that would be good for her, it was make me see my life in context... maybe its better to have a calmer life, like hers? she through.
A new day came, and Ruth found herself in a trance like state in the park again. It was reaching 1:25 when out the corner of Ruth's eye caught glimpse of that outstandingly beautiful girl again.... maybe at least she could feel like she could make a mends for the last time...
Just before she opened her mouth Ruth saw that she trying to act unusually, be something she wasn't. Her actions where all wrong, her look didn't fit her... What was going on, like she was trying to act up, be more... Ruth realized what was going on, she'd seen it once or twice.... Who would have guessed she'd try and my attention Ruth thought. She called her over to site.
After teasing her vocally, Ruth dared see how this lady would act on her touch and more intimate questions. Ruth was stunned at how easy this was for her, and felt that maybe her redemption was hat hand. The other girl announced herself to be Luci
Seeing that Luci was indeed interested in her Ruth felt a longing to be content for a less active sexual life and that this girl would do her good... at least for a while. Ruth told Luci to relax and be herself.. ruth still could not believe she was the girl to girl loving type.
It started well, a little playful language and warming up to one another but before long something was amiss. Luci started to shake and look unwell, let alone uneasy. Burning up... maybe she wasn't ready for this, maybe the language used was a little much for her... how cute Ruth felt.
Before long Luci ran out after a light scream. - Ruth not letting her catch get away went after her... maybe she was just shy. Deep inside Ruth knew that this was something that was meant to be, something serious... and why would she run out like that, there where no problems. A feeling of unease passed over Ruth feeling that she'd ruined it all.
Some time later, after seeking her out, deep in an ally way Ruth's reality changed forever as she stood before Luci. In a state barely able to keep conscience as her body moved, changed into a new form.
Ruth was there was she watched a miracle, an hermaphrodite angel born out of this soul called Luci. It was a painful process to view, as it contorted her body into something abstractly obstinate and disproportionate. Luci was still breathing, but barely...
At that moment Ruth instantly knew what was to be done... she knew what the future would hold... knew what it all meant and why things had happened like this... Ruth was not the special one, she was the keeper of a goddess, a heavenly blessing. Ruth stood up and set off to getting Luci back to her home.
Months on Ruth find herself in a nirvana, knowing her place in this world... forever by Luci's side. Anything to be done to make her life more bearable, to help in any way possible, Ruth would do it... this was what her life and shall be.
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A story note - The world which this happens is not of a secret land alike the other hermaphrodites prior to Luci's design. |